Pennies

Demo, 2020.

  • Roll up your pennies,
  • And roll up your dimes.
  • All that forgotten change has you falling behind.
  • Pick up your feet.
  • Take yourself outside.
  • She's coming for you when you think that you're fine.
  • Didn't think that you'd remember,
  • Then I went and missed your call.
  • My back's on the door.
  • I'm still on the floor.
  • I need help, and I wish I was a helper.
  • I want more. I want more.
  • I've got three hours.
  • I'll take ‘em for me,
  • But she caught me, she got me, and she took all three.
  • So my feet are up,
  • And I'm breathing slow,
  • And I'm mad you're so far,
  • And I'm mad you don't know.
  • Didn't think that you'd remember,
  • Then I went and missed your call.
  • My back's on the door.
  • I'm still on the floor.
  • I need help, and I wish I was a helper.
  • I want more. I want more.
  • So I roll up my pennies,
  • And roll up my dimes.
  • That forgotten change has me falling behind.
  • So I pick up my feet,
  • And take myself outside.
  • I'm coming for you.
  • My back's on the door.
  • I'm still on the floor.
  • I need help, and I wish I was a helper.
  • I want to be a helper, wish I was your helper.
  • [Not verified.]
Entry 205.
  • Here’s an impromptu demo I wrote and recorded from my no skill bedroom GarageBand studio this week. Truly what happens when there’s no one to hold me back from adding more desperately low qual harms and organs.
Credits.

Written and performed by Brianna Clarke.

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Entry 20.
  • Today, I feel tangled. Like my heart needs a hairbrush, and there’s gum stuck in my thoughts. I remember sitting on my childhood bedroom floor while my mom tried to remedy an unsalvageable amount of chlorine damage with leave-in conditioner. I remember staring into my wavy Ikea mirror feeling like nothing could be better than having my hair brushed AND getting to stay up 20 minutes past my bedtime. Why can’t this feel like that? Why can’t I move on from the damage? Why can’t I revel in a remedy? And when did staying up past my bedtime become such a bad thing???